Ashe - Not How Its Supposed To Go

Be a good girl, pretty house wife

Need to have sex every night

Remove all hair from your body

But don't you dare cut yourself 'cause

He might see you bleed

All these expectations, please

Hold yourself up to a standard

For somebody else's needs

Wipe the tears off of your cheeks

Yeah, this man should set you free

But it didn't work for me

I was filling up my head with those lies

Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine

I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right

Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go

I made a wish into a fallen eyelash

It flew away, and so I took my life back

I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad

Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go

Setting small fires, little tantrums

Break the dry wall with your fist

I'll tell myself that this is normal

Just a bandage on my hand 'cause

He might see you bleed

All these expectations please

Hold yourself up to a standard

For somebody else's needs

Wipe the tears off of your cheeks

Yeah, this man should set you free

But it didn't work for me

I was filling up my head with those lies

Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine

I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right

Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go

I made a wish into a fallen eyelash

It flew away, and so I took my life back

I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad

Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go

Oh no, oh no

La la la la la la la la la

La la la la la la la la la

I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad

Oh, I was filling up my head with those lies

Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine

I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right

Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go

I made a wish into a fallen eyelash

It flew away, and so I took my life back

I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad

Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go